crayons

friends.theyre like a box of crayon.there for a little growing child's creativity that can actually tell of that child's whole future.there are certain colours of crayons in which many like to use.so some become short.
like the red in my crayon box : joseph darling*
like the pink in my crayon box : vic :)
like the purple in my crayon box : carol :)
like the blue in my crayon box : debbie :)
like the orange in my crayon box : shaz :)
like the yellow in my crayon box : cindy :)
like the dark blue in my crayon box : kim :)
-i could just go on- sorry if i missed you out :)

there's also some i still love in my crayon box that makes my crayon box whole, even though they are not really the ones i owaes talk to.i have alot of crayons, mind you.every single one of you.

i finally understood how much friendships mean to me.so does my relationship.im glad it came to me pretty fast.i dunno.i feel happy.my bond with vic is back.but yet again,i owaes knew tt if such a day came,most would be unhappy.at least im aware.

sad to say.there are some i dont and just cant trust.cant believe.i mean.its really difficult to shower love to someone you really hate,or you know she/he hates you.its really difficult.no one said it was easy.but the fact that these few colours have been adding colours in my life make me feel very happy.just wanted to thank these few people fer your love.darling jo,i love you. why are you red?cos ure the love.love is true when it comes from the heart.

the pinky vicky.you'd be loved one day.dont worry.i'd walk one foot in with you in your single hood.you know.like at least there'd b 3 footprints and people would think a monster just walked past!hmms.oh yes.must think carefully and give a clear and thorough consideration before doing anything ok swtie?

shaz,kim,cindy : oh gawd.you 3 sweet angels.can you be sharmaine's angels?haha. -very lame i know- but hey shaz,one day-he'd see and feel it.hold on! cindy, cont'd rawking (she wins NYAA award ok!!) (: kim, dont be sad.toads aint nice.you can try frogs tho? =) just a joke.you'd find true love when its true and come from the heart.

carol : dont worry.i dont think of you in that way.really.its difficult to show neutrality.i know. :) sigh*

anna banana! : a bastard is one that... has his cake and wants to eat another cake. -i stand by your side- love you loads!

actually.ths are the people i love to give thanks to, with a grateful heart. <33

exams are coming.im glad im finally heading somewhr for my studies.i realised blogging takes alot of time.oh yea.i got 82 for accounts.but im aiming higher! stephen got 92.wth~ he's damn good!his physics got 91.oh vic..you know why la huh. hehe.for the better of the class.

okie doks.i stop here.hey hey you there reading.stop reading and start studying.i love yOU!

my prayer
God,i pray for my darling jo's good health.that you'd make him a healthy individual.i pray for vic,may she have the calmness and self-control.she needs that sense of direction.i also pray for shaz,cin and kim that they 3 will go thru dis hardship together.i hope they understand that i do understand their action for doing so.its not a segregation Lord.please let yihua see that it aint.please bless yihua with good health too.pls bless that carol gets the best direction too altho she doesnt pursue christainty but catholism (is it that way?) yes.mayb you bless her.may you bless my family too.that we'd all live happily and that i'd get to communicate in a way less stubborn and more effective with them.and Lord God.i hope you let everyone be blessed by your blessings.in all aspects.i pray all these in Jesus' name and i leave all my burdens to you tonight at the foot of you cross. Amen